Hey Newground,
I'm sorry if title was triggering for you as well as overall story. It seems like you have had something like panic attack back than frown
I hope you'll find way to go there again if you like to swim or go to gym.
Maybe to go to some other place with bigger locker room and where you could felt more relaxed for start? It would be good if you could have some friends with you?

We need you in good shape here wink !
My story