I have been on this site off and on for a while-got the nerve to register this month and now writing a post -stuff i never thought i could or would do. I have been running from csa issues( abuse occurred from 6-10) for too long and realize that I cannot just get over it no matter how hard i tried and prayed and wished it . Thanks to all who share on this site- it has made me hopeful and has taken me out my numb state-