Thank you for sharing and welcome to MS. As we say, sorry you have to be here, but glad you're here.
You're not the only one here dealing with covert/emotional incest issues from their mothers; you can check out the Female Abusers forum. You also are probably not the only other former child star here, certainly not the only one here with a public profile.
We're here to help you in your recovery path. So read and share; we're here for you.
But he grew old, this knight so bold / And upon his heart a shadow / Fell as he found no spot on the ground / That looked like El Dorado.