I don't know why, but lately I have really been bothered about my chilhood abuse--both physical and sexual--and wanting to know what exactly happened to me as I have no recollection of it, except for a vague memory of the second and third times I was sexualy abused, and once when I was beaten. This has never really bothered me before,why is it now? Has anybody experienced this?

I know my family has approached me on this in the past, a d so I have been thinking about contacting them, but I am not sure bow exactly to bring it up to them. Also I live in a different state now. Please give me some feedback. This is really bothering me.