You are most certainly not alone. We are DID brothers. Thank you for responding. Your post about the effects your wife triggering your flashbacks seemed very close to my experiences as well. (Although I don't have a wife)
And thanks, Smart Shadow and Puffer for responding, too.
I haven't felt Izzy for a few days, so I'm not sure where he is on this. I'll know more on Friday when I have my T session.
But he grew old, this knight so bold / And upon his heart a shadow / Fell as he found / No spot on the ground / That looked like El Dorado.