I need to vent, i think.
My old friend , who i used to hang-out with 12 years
ago, is back in my life!
He is soooo cool , very nice, but i notice
he is very sensitive. I need him...but i am
confused about myself sexually.
He is straight! This is all good. I am terrified
of what to say- i am like an open faucet; i dont know
when to shut-it-off!
I dont want to look at porn. IT doesnt make me feel
better- i need a dad and mom.
If i feeel alone , then this is okay ,but i cant/ and
dont want others to have to feel their feelings if they
choose not to.
I need to get the hell out of here!