Well I finally got back from my suspension at work and even though I'm trying I'm still making mistakes at work. I am afraid that I'm just incompetent, unable to do any job. Right now, I'm in danger of being fired. When I had my other job I always thought that it was my boss who was incompetent and the bad guy. Turns out it's me. Nothing is different.

I don't know what I'm gonna do if I lose this job.

I'm sitting here and eating poorly hoping that it will make the pain go away.

"Being with people that understand you...Priceless"

"and i don't want the world to see me, cause i don't think that they'd understand"

"You don't know what love is...you just do as your told"

"My life has changed. What you take as a simple thing, is not so simple for me anymore"