WFD - welcome.
this place can be a place of great comfort or of extreme terror. so - as Anomalous says, don't read too much at once. browse around and see what is here - sample some stuff and find out what fits with your situation and needs. the first time i registered i got so triggered i didn't return for years. now i've been back since a year ago Nov. and it has been one of the greatest helps in my recovery. feel free to just read or to contribute at your own pace. don't be afraid to ask anythng. we are here for you.
How long, LORD, must I call for help, but you do not listen?
Or cry out to you, “Violence!” but you do not save?
Why do you make me look at injustice?
Why do you tolerate wrongdoing?...
Therefore the law is paralyzed, and justice never prevails....