WFD - welcome.
this place can be a place of great comfort or of extreme terror. so - as Anomalous says, don't read too much at once. browse around and see what is here - sample some stuff and find out what fits with your situation and needs. the first time i registered i got so triggered i didn't return for years. now i've been back since a year ago Nov. and it has been one of the greatest helps in my recovery. feel free to just read or to contribute at your own pace. don't be afraid to ask anythng. we are here for you.
"My experience has shown me that I all too often tend to deny that which lies behind, but as I still believe, that which is denied cannot be healed." Brennan Manning, "All is Grace - A Ragamuffin Memoir"