I just stumbled upon this vid which I believe shows the origins of the evils I faced in the summer camp.
I think that fortunately he only had 2 weeks with me and that the methods were still primitive then.
I think this material is pretty bad stuff. It doesn't say explicitly that they experimented on children, but it shows it in several pictures: *(I have to modify what I originally said here. There is a large amount of information on abuse of children in experiments (American children) in the book by Marshall Thomas).http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CIr0_Mt6AXg
I find there are a whole bunch of videos documenting this stuff:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1ZNgsNBi8c
PS - Now I'm wondering if I was given LSD on the last 2 or 3 days of the camp. My mind became very confused and I experienced a terror that was indescribable. I have found a reference which documents that LSD was given to children in summer camps in 1953. My experience was in 1951. The summer camp was located a fairly short distance from the lab where LSD was kept. Since I now believe that the perpetrator of my abuse in the camp was an operative in military intelligence, he would have had access to this material.
...pumped hallucinogens into children at summer camp...
The author, Alfred W. McCoy is the J.R.W. Small Professor of History of the University of Wisconsin-Madison. He is the author of numerous books and articles, including The Politics of Heroin in Southeast Asia
and Closer than Brothers
When a T tried to use EMDR to treat this experience, I started to go wacko but since I could dissociate, I did that instead. I had learned to dissociate because of abuse at age 4, etc.
Here are some vids on LSD administered to people and animals:
Children and LSDhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kjSoFCj-t5Ihttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qQQJfoRzefMhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EJEw3A_QO9o&list=PLHLqP3bn74o1LxfQu9qhjX-VSKirovMJPhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cDkpr3J6ZpU
So, what did I do when I was given LSD? I don't remember.
Psychological effects. It is clear that LSD was not given to me for my benefit. It was an experiment. They didn't know anything about dosage and didn't care.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-b_X7-JXyEU