You are in good company. Many of us had difficulty putting together the puzzle so we could face our demons, my journey only started when I was 40 and it took me 10 years to become a thriver.
Rees (JoziSA)
My Story and Blog www.kilimalesurvivor.wordpress.com

South African MALE SURVIVORS of Sexual Abuse
If your mind can perceive it and your heart can believe it, YOU can achieve it.