Sounds like you have been in therapy- even addressing this issue.
What direction and guidance has your T given you?
What other help and support are you plugged into and integrating into your life? I hope your group is helpful as well.
Part of recovery is building a stable and fulfilling life- methinks- rather than waiting for a mountain of pain shame and trauma to disappear.
There are a ton of resources here and men who care and understand- you have been around MS for a number of months so hopefully you have accessed some of this great stuff and felt some hope about moving ahead.
I hear your sadness and heartbreak and anger- I pray you will be gentle with yourself and make progress towards a better life. You deserve it and we are here.
You are taking steps and asking for help to get better - that is good!
Edited by Mountainous Buck (01/13/13 07:09 PM)
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It matters where you go" Frank Turner