Welcome--I understand what you are experiencing. Like you there were actions taken against me by others that opened the floodgates. Believing I could control and keep the memories buried. I was wrong on that count. They came back like a vengeance. You have come to a good place--we share, we listen and do not pass judgment--our stories are different but the effects of CSA are similar to many.

Go at your own pace--feel safe. It takes time and it can be a roller coaster of a ride.