***Possible triggers*** I know this may sound stupid and I especially don't want to offend any of the therapists who are on here that work with survivors but do CSA Ts ever say "nope this was normal experimentation and not abuse." when it truly wasn't abuse? Now obviously there are clear cut cases where it definately was abuse like a 30 year old giving a 8 year old oral sex. But what happens in those grey cases such as my own where I don't remember much and the incident happened with a brother who is only 3 years older and I'm 13. I don't know it just is confusing especially when I don't remember much. I don't know how to explain it but I'm putting this out there anyway

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