i can relate somewhat to that experience. i foolishly agreed to have a vasectomy once we had 3 kids - not realizing what a trigger it would be - brought back memories of the step-father's threats (with hedge-clippers in hand!) to cut off all my stuff.
glad you have a T to work with you - and that you have joined us. take the participation here at your own pace. whatever is right for you.
hope you heal well physically and emotionally and hope to see you around the forums.
Edited by traveler (01/09/13 04:17 AM)
"My experience has shown me that I all too often tend to deny that which lies behind, but as I still believe, that which is denied cannot be healed." Brennan Manning, "All is Grace - A Ragamuffin Memoir"