You have found the right place, you are not alone. I was gang raped while in the military. It took me nearly 20years before I started dealing with it. Just like you I wonder how these bastards live with themselves everyday, knowing what they did. If you don't want to talk on the open forum, you can send me a private message. It can be found under "my stuff"

You can read my story on www.kilimalesurvivor.wordpress.com

I once considered myself a victim, then I became a survivor. It does take time but you too can become a thriver.

Edited by JoziSA (01/13/13 01:53 PM)
Rees (JoziSA)
My Story and Blog www.kilimalesurvivor.wordpress.com

South African MALE SURVIVORS of Sexual Abuse
If your mind can perceive it and your heart can believe it, YOU can achieve it.