ouray - welcome.

if you can ever find guys who understand, you will find them here.
i can't say i've been through what you have - but i know there are others here who have.
best wishes for your healing - physically as well as emotionally.

Lee
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"My experience has shown me that I all too often tend to deny that which lies behind, but as I still believe, that which is denied cannot be healed." Brennan Manning, "All is Grace - A Ragamuffin Memoir"