Yeahh, but im schizoaffective. Which means Im schizophrenic with a mood disorder and having "episodes" as I call them doesn't help. Im severely depressed all the time ,don't talk to anyone, isolate myself from my family and my wife.
It's just so hard for me right now cause I feel like killing myself yet I've attempted four times and haven't succeded. Im just having a real hard time right now is what it is.