It was in June 2011 I woke up and something changed.
I no longer gave a fuck. I had no more fucks left to give.
I moved to a remote off grid community on Big Island far from society as possible. In the jungle.
It was the best thing for me.
I even have a Tree House I take naps in overlooking a macadamia nut orchard with a dwarf donkey and white billy goat.
I found others who understood my language, many are combat Vets who have lived there in peace.
They taught me a new language.

I hope you can find your island too bro..if someone had told me two years ago I would be where I am I would never have believed it.
Doug>ASA Survivor (1x)
ECV 6001/MaTuCa Chapter 1849
E Clampus Vitus
"What Say the Brethren"
"Hang the Bastards"