Stay strong--it is a tough time for you. We understand--sometimes the past takes control and robs us of who we are and should be. It puts us in a bad place--try to think of the times life looked good. I like most here had times when I felt like dying was the answer--maybe I was lucky instead of these feelings controlling I would just leave, dissociate or now I know as fugue--none of these feelings or states allows us to live the life we deserve. Like all of us here--we are trying to heal and see the good in life--please hang in there and do not give up--I and everyone here is not giving up on you. You have value and can give much to others.
Edited by KMCINVA (12/29/12 09:48 PM)