Call me stupid as in real stupid actually ignorant as hell! I havenít had a drink in almost 3 months and didnít know that depression is a major physical issue during alcohol withdrawal. See I have zero desire to drink and didnít realize I was chemically depressed. Years ago I was on a Dr. prescribed chemical cocktail that put me in such a funk I was almost committed, this is the same just no suicidal tendencies, this was just as bad. Hell just the realization of it makes it better, who woulda thought? Damn I can be so stupid!
Hey donít feel sorry for me its ok Iím over this bs not the abuse just this funk, just never thought about possible mental effects of alcohol withdrawal, 30 years of drugs and alcohol, 10 years of serious drinking, a 12 pack was just the prelude for the whiskey to follow. Damn Iím dumb!!!
Thanx for the support SS!!!

"it has never yet been discovered how to make man unknow his knowledge, or unthink his thoughts"

T. Paine