Remember- Macbeth committed a grievous violation by murdering a guest in his home and benefitted from that act- so of course he was haunted, conflicted and even damned. (Damn- sounds like my abusers..)
I think I suffer from or am haunted by other things- hence the thinking that loops in my mind searching for resolution or a way out. Those things are well know. to survivors of abuse- confusion, pain, loneliness, anger, desperation, brokenness.
They are not be same as:
Those are NOT my lot in life- i have traumatic feelings stuck or associated with the abuse- but those feelings are not facts of my life today' (even though I may re-experience simar scenarios or perceive them to be true today)
the fact is today i have support. I reach out. I share my struggles. I grow stronger by taking the path other men have shown me works for them.
And I offer my hand to my brothers who are suffering. There is relief in this world.
Edited by Mountainous Buck (12/13/12 01:10 PM)
We have to take responsibility for what we're not responsible for.
�It doesn't matter where you've come from,
It matters where you go" Frank Turner