I feel ya. I may not be physically alone, but I understand the lonliness and isolation of how people treat you, especially when they know the situation your in. People are so fickle. They pretend to know, but it's just a guessing game to them and they have now clue as to what you really go through dealing with the humility of being raped (let alone gang-raped).
Sick and tired of being Sick and tired.