You must have made a mistake - this isn't the Poetry forum wink

Seriously that's beautiful. And of course it's true. Once you can feel "whole" that way, feeling it with another person is exactly the same, except when it's better. Wishing you all the luck, even the luck you very well may no longer need.
My story

"Don't think it hasn't been a little slice of Heaven just because it hasn't!" --Bugs Bunny