Have a great appointment
And thanks for sharing your fear about being thought of as a scumbag.
It is proof how far off your self perception is- I view you as a man of integrity asking honest questions and Not afraid to share or speak up.
I think you rock for bringing this topic up and claiming this space and time to work thru this.
Safe strong hugs at ya!
We have to take responsibility for what we're not responsible for.
�It doesn't matter where you've come from,
It matters where you go" Frank Turner