i hear you, Daniel. and agree. good vent!
i have stopped going to F & F - except very occasionally - because i often get triggered worse there than any other place.
so - take care of your self, man - we are here for you.
How long, LORD, must I call for help, but you do not listen?
Or cry out to you, “Violence!” but you do not save?
Why do you make me look at injustice?
Why do you tolerate wrongdoing?...
Therefore the law is paralyzed, and justice never prevails....