Oh crap Jeff...be ANYTHING you want. laugh

Suffering? Well, yeah, at 4:30am - about 24 hours ago - I wasn't pretty. But sorta pulled myself together for the day. Mostly just annoyed most of the time. Suffering isn't something I like to keep in my vocabulary...but thanks!

It IS getting better, just not at the same rate as before. I'm so much more functional now. Well, at least I tell myself that but - like the other day with the yard and the house - I guess I shouldn't necessarily act on it, huh? Just journaled this: I'm just not the kind of a person who thinks of himself as sick, whether he is or not. It's not to be brave or tough or stay in denial, it's just something that doesn't immediately register when it comes to my activities.