I truly believe my history of childhood sexual abuse affected my sexuality. I am a male who is attracted to females, but I am also attracted to females who look just like females but aren't really females-- transexuals, trannies, ladyboys, BUT they have to have a convincing look like a female, and I am not bothered by the fact that they have a penis, as long as they have breasts, attractive female facial features, the penis on them and the fact it's like a real girl turns me on. I've seen a couple on porn sites and youtube, and I fantasize doing sexual acts with them whether it's me performing oral, or they on me, or anal-- but me doing them, while they masturbate and ejaculate. I can't be considered gay since I like females, so it must be bisexual but I'm not attracted to guys.