Hi S, welcome to MS smile!
Wow, you've made it, you were very brave, you have may hat off because of that! I hope you'll find support here, being part of this community has helped me a lot.
Be aware that you are not alone. Take some time and try to learn what is offered to us here, there are a lot different resources from chat to articles and books recommendations.
I hope I'll see you around, keep sharing with us!

Pero (Igor)
My story