Thank you all for your words of wisdom and support. As you can tell I really needed to vent but I also wanted to hear about other survivors' group therapy experiences. I am lucky to have a great therapist, CSA recovery literature, and you all to help me heal. One day I will find a good group for me but in the mean time there is plenty of progress to be made in other parts of my life : )
"Life is like this dark tunnel. You may not always see the light at the end of the tunnel, but if you keep moving, you will come to a better place." ~ General Iroh