So disgusting I am. I had sex with my own father. It wasn't the fact that he had sex with me but I did with him also. I anally penetrated him probably started around age 10. I performed oral sex on him. He did also on me. He ejaculated inside me. The molestation started at 6 but don't know when it converted to penetration. Before this I was gang raped at 5 by 2 older boys I only met once. I'm a freak. My body is forever contaminated. People should make fun of me, disrespect me, spit on my face, call me names, insult me, for being a freak.