Welcome to MS.
I am glad you have found this place of healing and support.
If you feel therapy is an option, there are resources available. For help in finding a therapist please read the Consumers Guide to Therapist Shopping
. Psychology Today
has listings of therapists for all states and counties. You can choose the type of therapist you are seeking as well as the area(s) to which you are willng to travel. Also check your county rape crisis center. They offer services to males and females, at no cost to county residents. Some offer support groups in addition to individual therapy.
Take your time and look around. You do not want to trigger yourself by reading too many posts at one time.
At your own pace, read the boards and wander into chat. The lounge (chat) is open 24 hours a day though it isn't always populated.
We also have moderated chats called Healing Circles.
They meet on Sunday and Wednesday evenings at 9pm eastern time and one on Tuesday at 19:00 UTC (European and African time zone) which translates to 2 PM Eastern US time zone. The Healing Circle on Tuesdays is scheduled to resume in January.
Again, welcome to MS.
--- Apsu - If you would like to post your story, you may use any of the following forums:
Introduction Forum - if you want to post a brief introduction about yourself. It is best if you start your own thread rather than put your introduction in another thread. This will allow people to respond specifically to you.
Male Survivor - for a more indepth post than you would typically make in the Introduction Forum.
Survivor Stories - Posts in this forum are submitted and then approved and locked by the moderators. Unlike the other two forums, there isn't any feedback allowed on the posts in this forum.