Originally Posted By: phoenix321

I think without being around others in the flesh it ain't happening. I've looked high and low for a support group with CSA (and child abuse) and found zippo. I have no money for shrinks, period. Honestly, I don't need another one lying about themselves and feeding me a bunch of bullshit anyway. I'm too vulnerable and still very angry at the 12 con artists, er, shrinks from my past. It is exactly like being raped what they did to me. I don't know what to do. God has to do something, or this is not gonna work.

Dude no matter what don't stop trying to move on or give up on life at all thats just saying you're weak. everyday you live is one more slap in the face to these assholes
you can't take my strength