There is not time for self pity do not gt sucked into the enemies game plan you were inferior now you are superior because you are a child of God do not take a low mentality the past is the past walk in the newness of Christ . This to shall pass . The God of all can and will help you sustain you and deliver you . If he can do all that you see your telling me that he can not help change the outcome of your marriage . He is God almighty Alpha and Omega the Beginning and The End of all things . Now is not the time to retreat now is to stand up and fight for your marriage fight this battle on your knees.
I say this in love brother it is time to arm yourself with the full Armour of God and get on your knees fast and pray if you have to but this is not over until it is over and you had better fight every step of the way