Weve read worse, promise.
I to felt that relatively mild fantasies were perverted, thats because I felt like a little pervert, that I was different and sick. Hell I thought that I would molest my daughter, the most precious Person in my Life.
Now that I am better and coping with my past I see that I would never hurt her, but there were a few doubts in my life.

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