Hi Jwmcd2,
You are very accurate with everything you said. I was reading back through my journals last night and and when all of this starts being released you have more questions than answers. I wanted quick answers and solutions and that sure didn't happen. You are not alone in this. The dissociative episodes have been the hardest, I rank it ahead of the depression which is getting better. Our MS family and support has been critical in me getting better.
Stay Strong,
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