*I went from being very emotionless to suddenly being a "crybaby" again like I was when I was younger. I can honestly say that there may have been 1 or 2 occasions when I cried from the age of 13-21, not including a close friend dying in a 4-wheeler accident or a close relative dying. Now emotions seem so fake when they pop up out of nowhere.
So does anyone else have problems with this stuff? I'd appreciate any feedback.
This is completely me right now. I was the guy that showed no emotion to anyone, I even once wondered why I couldn't cry at the funeral of a good friend's mother. And ever since I have admitted what happened to me to myself, I have been a roller coaster. I am sad, then happy, then raging pissed off, then so depressed I don't wanna move. And all of that can take place in a just a few hours time.