Good luck. Take it easy, Ginger. Sometimes I have to check off this forum for a couple days or a week or something. It can be healing to be here, but it can definitely be overwhelming.

Does your husband post here? Please tell him that I wish him peace and healing. It's a fucking hard road we're on. I'm not saying it's impossible. It's not. But it fucking hurts. And it's damn hard. Sometimes worse than others. And you're on a damn hard road, too.