I can relate in my own way. I opened up my own can of worms with online escort ads (and some other stuff.) There is an addiction that takes over when trying to make contact. I am working on this issue and need to change. I am not currently in a relationship, but I would like to be in one some day, in a situation where there was love and affection and caring, and honestly my behaviors do not match well with what I would more ultimately want. Thanks for sharing and take care of this issue so that you can be the person you want to be.