HD, your words really helped me. I am going to try to do positive actions and take care of myself. Thank you.
It's just so hard on those days when I really need to talk and want HIM to listen and he can't. It's lonely. The worst part is when I'm thinking and feel sad because I'm comparing my life to how it's "supposed to be." We had a plan and this was not it. It's also hard when I go out with friends and see them with their husbands and their husbands steal a kiss or touch them in the simplest way. I fight back tears whenever I see it. It used to be that way for us.