I have looked at this site in the past & decided to join today.

I was touched by men in sexual ways from 8 to about 13 years old. I never told anyone so to keep my promise to never tell, they have all passed away now so I feel free to talk. I am older & back then no boys talked about such a secret. Over the years I have gone through many different personal feelings over this. For awhile it was I enjoyed it so who cares, then the thoughts that maybe I wanted it to happen & on & on excuses that maybe it was ok in my case. But lately when I have seen on the news of young boys only 8-9 years old who have been hurt it bothers my a lot as maybe I had no long term effects but for some it can be almost a life time of internal pain. I have much more to share maybe? Bob