Hi, not to say you are the same as me, but I also believed at some stage that I am asexual. I spoke to the therapist here on MS about this and it turned out that I am not asexual at all. Again, I am not saying we are the same, but I understand how you feel.
When there are dolphins in the waves,
the sharks wont get to us.
I believed my dad that day
and became Dolphinboy,
my own protector.