Went to the therapist after church. We talked about EMDR and started finding my " safe place". Of course I chose the outdoors where I feels so at peace. I think this is really going to be a good thing for me to do. She said I would be a little tired after the sessions. We shall see an I will post after the next session. She wants to start with something small then escalate to the CSA.
Ephesians 6:13

Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.

Ephesians 5:25

Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her