Thanks Tanis, I wrote this a long time ago It was in a journal I keep. The unfortunate truth is the only time I can express myself through words is in extreme moments of depression.. This was another one of those sleepless nights that I couldnt see past the pain. I posted another one in male survivor forum labled "My last journal entry at age 15". This is much more recent then that one.
"Those are not your sins" A wise man