I would do all kinda good deeds for neighbors and friends. It is a good thing but it was just me wanting to e accepted more by them. I have seen that I didn't have to do all that stuff and I need time to relax.
Farmer I think u are doing way too much and should look at why u are doing all these things. wishing u the best
Ephesians 6:13

Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.

Ephesians 5:25

Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her