I think your awesome Jay!
You handled this great considering you were blindsided. My hats off to you for being the ASL interpreter at your church. Everyone seems to handle their CSA a little differently I have noticed. I was very relieved to find the MS website and found that I was not alone. Many are not comfortable speaking openly yet. I am at the opposite end of the scale and very vocal about my CSA. We all deal with this at our own pace. I am honored to read your post and share in your progress. With Christ we will overcome this.
Stay strong my friend,
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