Went to my new T for our second appt today. Appt was at 1030 and she had me down at 10. Wow. The wife and I both recalled us agreeing to 1030. I also had a bogus $80 charge from the new T on my card, which she adjusted and I truly believe was an honest mistake.
So she starts talking to me about EMDR and she is certified in this. It sounds very interesting. I think it may help. The appt was very short because she has another client at 11 and all we spoke about was the EMDR. But I am way happier with this T than my other one. I think my time here at MS is coming to a close. I have moved beyond the level of help that I think can be provided here. It was very helpful at first to see what worked for others and what didn't. To see others feelings and comments. It seems like some get better by self loathing. I understand, we have all been thru trauma and some get thru it in their own ways. I chose to quit watching porn and quit self medicating with alcohol. I choose to move to a point forward and not continue looking back on what could have been or should have been. I can not control my past. God has played a biggest part in healing these afflictions. There is a very diverse group here and I see that that is a good thing. Diversity and different opinions have always been needed in moving forward and improving, if all you hear is people agreeing with you and like opinions then you cant see the other side to issues.
Ephesians 6:13

Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.

Ephesians 5:25

Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her