Howdy all,

Thanks for your advice. I'm tired right now. Tired of fighting the csa abuse, flashbacks, being aroused by thinking of my abuse, how it's affected me, my family, my career, my life choices, et al.

I will check out that book Love Dare, thanks.

Actually, I am going to just hold tight for now since the base closure is now on temp. hold and I think that I see a way I can make Msgt. before I retire, which is really my ultimate goal and I can move into a leadership role and also another part of the career field that suits my skills more than my current assignment.

Thanks for all of your help and for your insight. Take care and hope to see you around the site.

My CSA story TRIGGERS!!!!

The hottest place in Hell is reserved for those who remain neutral in times of great moral conflict. Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.