You certainly have made progress boy. I agree with Lee, not in denial any longer, powerful.
I think many men can heal from porn and sexual acting out with these words;
With all of my destructive behaviors it was not bizarre sex what I was looking for, it was the tenderness of the love a mother is supposed to give his son. I did not have such love from that moment on and one thing is for sure, I will not have it from now on and that's why I will stop looking for it in my intimate relationships, my spouse is my companion not my mother.
A revelation, the resolution is palpable, the determination immense, well done does not do this share justice.