It's almost 1:00am for me. I've just had a shot of tequila (I am mexican and thatīs just a starting point for us so it's a long way before I get drunk which is not in my plans anymore).

I guess I've just got what you guys are trying to tell me since the beginning, at first when the images came out during therapy I thought the dramatic incident was when these events stopped, but NO WAY!!! now I realize the damage started the first time it ocurred and idea of losing it drove me crazy at the time, but that's just another sign of my mother has caused emotional damage.

I can't thank you guys enough.