I took a hard fall. I am dusting myself off. Too much real life drama does that. That's life and we have to deal.

I stared at monsters for the first time in a long time. No fun for us all.

But I used the tools, Therapy, meditation, wife. Peer support, and it helps.

You new guys here need to see it does get better. Its a hard unfair fight but one worth doing.

So please keep at it and please be well all. Above all believe in your recovery and believe always that we were good kids and are good mem.
"You can get far in life by pushing except through a door marked PULL...." Profile quote in my son's senior year HS Yearbook.